Thursday, March 3, 2011

How To Make A Suicide Cocktail

Instructions on how to make the best suicide cocktail available.





But since I have your attention let me tell you the downside to an overdose....

1. You'll vomit most, if not all of it out, before your body is even able to absorb the medicine.
This is a natural reaction that your body will take anyway. I've known some to take upwards of 100 pills or more......they are on kidney dialysis machines or waiting for organ transplants.....alive.

2. You'll wind up with organ damage beyond repair. You will do irreversible damage to your body and wind up needing a transplant or on dialysis. Is that what you want to happen to you? Winding up in the hospital for weeks pissing in a bedpan. No thanks....

3. Absolutely nothing at all. This is what happened to me. I overdosed on a large amount of pills, laid in my mother's bed, and figured that I wouldn't wake up again. Imagine my surprise five hours later and......nothing happened. I got out of her bed and went on with my day....totally confused.

So overdose is not for you? Ready to try out a new method?

Guess again.....

I know of many people who have survived wrist slitting, driving their cars into trees (in a wheelchair for the rest of his life), jumps, even gunshot victims that nearly blew their heads off!

All of them are freaking alive and extremely sorry for what they have done and will do ANYTHING to take it back.

Is this going to be you?

CHOOSE LIFE!

16 comments:

  1. wanttouseklonpin,valium, som and tramadol, Will it work?

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    1. I need the ingredients to a drink,tht will absolutely work I've tried meds tried help tried it I've just accepted the fact I'm ment to die so please no save me speeches just the ingredients please

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    2. I can't do that Chris. Most methods will fail anyway.

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  2. And not to mention that when you have liver or kidney failure from trying to commit suicide you are not considered for the transplant list 99 percent of the time. Trust me I know I will be on dialysis the rest of my life which probably won't be all that long but will be very miserable!

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  4. How about Vicodan, cyclobenzaprine, amitriptyline and ketorolac?

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    1. @ PalmerDaGreatll Because I'm not going to be responsible for someone's death when my purpose is for you to seek another way. I have been suicidal since ten!!! And I'm still here. OF course I am...I wouldn't be here writing this blog. There is no one way to do it because everyone is different. I'd rather talk about reasons to live than to die!

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  6. So...............
    I am a druggist that made a mistake.
    I filled a prescription from a doctor EXACTLY as written. There was a drug-drug interaction between two of her medications that I did NOT properly assess-and she got a rare blood disorder and died. There were other people and circumstances involved. The Board of Pharmacy stated that I should take remedial course, write papers, have my practice assessed (no defects identified) and serve a suspension. There is of course a lawsuit pending and well as criminal negligence charges. This Tuesday the state media is arriving outside my house to try to obtain an on camera interview. My malpractice insurance company cannot provide me a lawyer for the media. If I am unlucky this will go national. I have been stealing pills form work and have now acquired enough Amitriptyline, Cimedtidine Dimenhydrinate and Valium to do myself in. It seems my ENTIRE life has been reduced to this incident. I have long since lost count of the times I have paid out of MY pocket for people's prescription for antibiotics when they could not afford then. For one person I rented a RoHo cushion $200.00/month to keep him comfortable in the last few months of life. I have fought for weeks on end to get insurance companies to pay for medications for patients that needed them-but this mistake is all I will be known for. The questions is WHY NOT take my stash and be done with it ? My life insurance will provide for my wife and my house is paid for. So WHY NOT?

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  7. . You're worthless. You lure people here who are seeking answers to trick them with your bullshit message. You're a cunt and I hope someone rapes you.

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    1. Wow...that's not very nice Carrie. You see, I'm not worthless but you are, hoping that I get raped. Whatever you put in the Universe will happen to you. I've saved lives with this message. So take your bullshit elsewhere. When you wish that harm comes to others, harm will come to you or someone you love. So take that message and do whatever you like. I hope you get some serious help. You need it sweetheart. Your words fall right off of me and will stick to you forever. Wear that message with honor. You are sick.

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  8. I really appreciate your attempt to help people and I'm sure you mean well and think you're doing the right thing, but I would like to show you our perspective. Life is not intrinsically good. Life is not a gift. It's a product of circumstance and is forced upon us. It is up to us to find meaning and joy in it. However, some of us simply cannot. Some of us are just miserable and there is no joy there to find. That is not a gift, that is misery and it should not be something that is forced on us. What you are doing is tricking people into believing this misery is worth something or will come to an eventual end when that's simply not true. There is no higher power or order that balances joy and pain, and for some of us, we just can't feel happy. If someone is in pain, don't force them to stay in pain. Don't give them a placebo and tell them they'll be fine later. It's just not the right answer. Maybe there is no "good" answer but a way out is better than a bandage.

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    1. Thanks Michael for your comment. But you don't understand. I'm on your side. I know what it is like to be suicidal. I've been unsuccessful in my attempts over the years. My last attempt was about eight years ago. But during a near death experience that I have had, now that I have a disease that actually wants the job of killing me, I've learned so much and I don't want young people to kill themselves. There are situations where I do believe in assisted suicide, but not for young people who are just starting off in life. Absolutely not. Please, that's why I write this blog because my heart reaches out to people. Even people like Carrie who wrote disgusting comments that I should be raped. I don't want her to die and I don't want you to die either. I know misery and pain. I know how it feels because I lived that life. You shouldn't assume things about me and what I've been through. I don't trivialize suicide and do believe that it's an option for some. But not everyone. No. Thank you so much and good luck with your life. It does and will get better. It did for me.

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